unoccupied

yes, currently unoccupied, I'm a pre-U graduate thou,
waiting for the results is the longest time of my life,
it feels like everything stops at the moment and you can't get to go to the future.

let's get a quick memory glance for the last month,
yea, prom passed in just one night and that's a crazy night,
summer escape to Perhentian Island,
beautiful island!!! although I became tan when I got back
but I like the colour, I'm glad I liked that colour,
too bad it's gone =[
and of course, thanks to the best snorkelling tour guide,
I got to see everything interesting things happening in the sea
I wanna go back there again
some days away from the normal life is so so cool!!
and I actually know his name, hahaha, but I swear I'm not telling it in case someone use it for other purpose ( you know who you are)
hahahahaha


I'm studying in BC (British Council) at the moment,
two weeks of taking LRT to class, to go home,
quite an experience of course, but it's also dangerous to walk home alone,
somehow, I still walk home alone, hahaha, yes I'm crazy


pray that I could obtain a high band for IELTS,
after all, should make every cents spent worth it. TRUE~

生气

活到酱大

第一次读书读到如此生气！

生气自己 什么都不会 

生气自己 读了还不会

生气自己 问了还不懂

生气自己 看了五六遍还是一样

生气自己 作么没有那么聪明

生气自己 要硬撑

生气自己 上课没有听好来

生气自己 给了钱去补习还是不会

生气自己 有这么高难度的梦想

生气自己 没那个能耐怎么会想出国念书

生气自己 是常常问问题那个 而不是解答

生气自己 不努力读书 浪费钱

生气自己 这么没志气

生气自己 天天要问人 烦到死

生气自己 考到没脸见人的成绩

生气自己 不能好好坐下来读书

生气自己 读不会的时候发脾气

生气自己 当初为何做出如此的选择

生气自己 笨到问人的时候给人家酸

生气自己 没有本事

生气自己 不能独立的完成一件事

生气自己 不能勇敢的踏出那一步

生气自己 看不见自己的未来

生气自己 整天只会玩

生气自己 现在才发现自己那么懦弱

生气自己 找不到答案

生气自己 竟然会不好意思问人

生气自己 想哭都哭不出

27th April 2012

In a sudden mood of blogging so I am here

Things happened these few months
It will be a long story to list out everything

so generally, I am still good I suppose.
Except that for the very second time
I actually cried because of my studies (yea, second time too bad lar)
Cuz the last time was when the day before I have my KH and History paper in Form3 I guess
I'm so stupid that I thought that arranging the schedule like that is a disaster
and there's a lot to study
so i end up crying there *failure*
But after that I continue to study for the exam *determined!!*

so this time was few days ago when I couldn't solve most of the maths past year question
I think like 60% and I just blanked in front of the paper *sob sob*
Staring at those questions, flipping through my notes to think how to do
where at last i did nothing but written some wrong and dunno what the crap i wrote =.=

thought of asking my housemate but a bit ashamed (what reason is this?!)
Reason: I'm afraid that I will disturb them and the question seemed so easy so if i go to ask them, I felt myself like a big fat loser, haha (so I admit it, face's value priceless!!)

conclusion: sitting there sobbing, then planned to go to ask lecturer the next day. (where's the face's value then? CRAP! )

by the way, we (my classmates and me) planned a trip to Pulau Perhentian, and I'm excited plus anticipating the trip. But big business, final exams first.

To be honest, I didnt did very well for my exams. So I pray my hard work will give out pretty results
this time. *fingers cross*

We're graduating! so much of fun but thought of leaving current path and stepping forward to another path was much of scaring/happy/dunno what to say. =]


做人如果没有梦想，跟咸鱼有什么分别？ ^^

post- Chinese New Year

well, I havent post anything for a long time.
I mean to post something about my 2012 resolution
but I didnt manage to finish that post so it's left out there as a draft
I'm sure I will make it up soon.


2012 Chinese New Year is a sad case
I had sore throat and cough
like an ill person, in fact, I'm really ill

didnt go out that much
wanted to go home one of the night i went out
but got hold by a few people
stopping me from going home
I ended up reaching home 1.30am
I swear I dont mean to get home late.
it's them. go find'em




Haha, above is my draft post few days after CNY.
and after so long,
here am I,
blogging again.

Indeed, I mentioned CNY is a sad case
however, there's even a sad-der case
RESULTS

too ashamed to spit it out [now I know how bad it was]
actually I knew that it's terrible the moment I got that
it's so stupid of me that I copied the wrong password
messing with the capital and small letter
where it cause myself hitting the [login] button again and again

Myself think I should study more
but I just simply dont know where to start
but I promise to myself
I have to work hard
it's not what the result I get
It's the effort I'm putting in that I wont be regret in the future
and hopefully it will turn out well in the end
cross my fingers praying hard
at least I can face myself in front of the mirror X)

ok, buck off to study!!! GO go GO!!!!