KawanKawan!!!

After a long day

I should hv a rest now

after this short post

I must achieve good result in FINALS

I SWEAR!

this afternoon got a phone call from handsome

asking me road in Seremban

I thought he come to find me

luckily Not

but then

I got another call from Junson

walao

he come find us ar! so cool!

too bad ah ket having exam tomorrow

ah bai dunno busy what

Yinkiu go out with her sis

thought of calling ah loke

but we dont hv his number 

too bad~~

we lurked around thinking what to hv for dinner

and one guy block ah seng's way

he walk left the guy move to the left

he welk right the guy move to the right

GUESS WHATT????

we saw AH LOKE!!!!!!!

YESYES

LOKE JUN SHAN!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAA

such a coincidence

we had our dinner together with ah seng's fren, and also wenbing

talking for quite a long time

all crap

haha

but i enjoyed that

it's been a long time since I'm with my high school's friend sitting together

I miss'em

and I'm off to bed now! night!!!

人生

当你遇上一大堆抉择时

很抱歉

难题来了

你非得作出一个选择

虽然说

有些还是一点点芝麻绿豆的小事

但这小事

或许就是会影响您的未来

遇到事情的瓶颈

一定会有一个解决的方法

但要看你能如何用一个明智的方法处理

把事情简单化

笑一笑 是没什么大不了

可是

笑完了以后

该烦恼的

最终 也得去解决

人生啊

就是要你选择

你 决定你自己的命运

老天爷 就是要考考你的能耐

看你怎样克服您的命运

偏偏我可爱的人生

一遇上一个问题

问题们就很团结 一次过一起来

一起欺负我

没有问题时

天天开心到升天

现在是怎样？

还在恼怒要搬去哪里

怎么住得像难民酱

搬几十次都搬不完

亲爱的屋主想要留我

给我一个我根本不想要的选择

对不起

我是绝对不会要一个我不满意的地方

我也不要和男生住

女生怎样都会比较好嘛

在校门口建一间屋子给我也不错嘛

不会迟到

又有保镖

哈哈

明知道不会结果的花

却还坚持着浇水、施肥

等的就是为了目睹他枯萎

让自己付出的一切

瞬间变成泡沫

不到最后一刻

决不心死

小姐  你又何必呢？

Friday!!!

It's Friday Friday!!

stop Rebecca Black-ing ><

Last night when I'm still considering whether I'm going home

My mother called

she just told me that I can choose either to go home or not

after I hang up the phone

My father called (so cute har both of them, need take turns hor?)

and he ask whether I'm going home ( same question, they're under the same roof and asking same Ques =.=)

when I said i'm thinking

he asked

[you no need to study ar?]

[Need, but cant i come home?]

[You dont want me to come back?]

I'm assuming that he will ask me to stay in Subang..

[Can, come back if you want] (sigh~I'm relieved)

[what time you finish school?]

[1pm]

[so what time you think you will reach?]

[I dunno, I'm thinking how to go home.]

[1pm right?]

[Yea, 1pm.]

[I go to fetch you then. I need to do something.]

[Alright. Call me then.]

[bye.]

[byebye.]

Dont envy. I know I have a loving father. =]

and i actually did this thing just now.

Nice right?

haha, I think so too!! XD

I'm so pro!! (trying to be proud.hehe)

Luckily my happiness covered someone who pissed me off just now

weirdo!  Yes, I'm saying you so what.

Damn You. Back Off. Get Lost.

How You Treat Me Today is How I Treat You In the Future.

SnowFlakes!!

Snowflake 3rd Anniversary

we curious people 

behave like auntie auntie

go to line up to eat the bestseller

just for saving the RM3.25

and all we get is

one hour of waiting

I swear this will gonna be the first and very only one time i do this kind of thing

like I'm craving for it

but actually I'm just going for fun

It's filled with people

but i think the next time they do this kind of promotion

they should set a quota

eg. one person can only buy how many of it

or it will happens that one person queue up to buy for 10 pax

or some may come later but they asked some one they knew who's in front to help to buy

that's so not fair to others

but

please note that: We're Malaysians

Sini Malaysia

so,

just forget about it =]

and we actually did manage to wait patiently and join the celebration =]

plain evening ruined

A simple evening

had a high tea after class

Met Pooi Yee

she came to my house for a while

I had a nap

plan to study after my nap

ended up with headache

and a tiresome body

haiz~ 

Medicine!

Hate to say this

but I think I'm a terrible patient

not that serious

Just that

I FORGOT to eat my medicine

EVERYTIME!!

yeah,

so not that serious huh?

dont cry when you cant recover (Yes =[ )

dont blame others if your condition is getting worst (Yes =[ )

Dont say this say that

Dont find excuses!

Just please eat your medicine on time la please!

(erm, I'll try my best? )

Here comes my lollipop!!

WELCOME!!!!

*dang dang dang dang*

yes yes!!!

I miss her!!

long time i din hug her cause I think that she's dirty 

and i forgot to wash it

now she's washed and she's clean!!!!!!!

hahahahhahahahahha!!!!!!!

hope I wont be insomnia again? perhaps?

Last but not least,

all the best to everyone who's having exam,

gonna have exam

will have exam (is there any difference?)

and so so so~

JIAYOU!!!!

I heart myself

I heart you

You're heartless XP haha

*Night Peeps!*

I'm crazy!

Now a quick one before i go to bed

I came home on friday
where i manage to reach titiwangsa in an hour (COOL huh??I felt that too!)
Thanks to Nik!!!! =]
I was lucky that i got the last few ticket for 5.30pm bus
or I dont know what time i will reach home
and It was pouring that time
and the bus havent reach!!!!
Now i'm safe, no worries. haha


well, I'm sick for a long time
I went to the doctor today (Yay!)
I will be fine in few days time!!
hahahahahahha!!!
Finally!!! I can laugh out LOUD now!!!!!!!!


I plan to do my

Personal Statement - whereby Miss Lee FAILED, dunno how to start really. =[ somebody help me ><

Physics - well, I manage to study some bits of it

Mathematics Past year - hey Mr Kumar, saya ada buat neh!! although 1 year only larr~






and today
I COOKED!!!
I helped my maid to stuff the taofu, bitter gourd, bean curd, mushrooms =] see? I can go into the kitchen yeah!!! (Passby kitchen also can lar XD )

I cooked Chocolate cornflakes!!! where I failed a little, too not so watery =[ still can eat

and I eat cake just now, hahahahaha

somemore, I had my supper! after my medicine, A cup of milo with biscuit, I feel so good! ^^


Ohmy Oh my!!!! so happy huh?
when you see the pointer of the weighing scale turned out to be towards the right, go bang the wall and CRY! so fat huh?? SeiFo lorr!!!

Too bad, I will not be on diet i think XD





HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I love myself
I love myself
I know I love myself
and i still love myself


my goodness, I'm crazy, RIGHT? =]

心中的石头算是轻了一点

无疑我的抉择没错

=]

sick

I'm really sick this time

I shall go for a doctor

can he cure me? 

好端端跟我来一个怪病！

今天陌生的，是昨天熟悉的。

今天看到考卷的东西是陌生的，明明就是昨天再也熟悉不过的课文内容。

      偏偏命中注定不要让你会回答  可悲可悲

纯粹乱写   可以作废！

We started schooling for the second day

every papers given out

will just bring me

down

dowN

doWN

dOWN

DOWN

&

DOWN!

what happened to myself?

who am I?

Where's the Ms Lee before?

Where are you?

Where had you been?

Can you come back to me?

Note to myself:

If you intend to go to UK to study,

can you at least get a better grade?

I'm afraid the UCAS centre reject your application before the Uni can even see your application!

T.T

Night~ =]

Mid autumn

well, It's mid autumn festival

erm

a.k.a

Mooncake festival

lantern festival

tanglung festival

eight fifteen (八月十五）

haha

this year I'm in Subang

no more lantern

FYI

i didnt even see a candle?

happily celebrate this day in my room

with my maths?

and my results? T.T

I wanna cry~~~~

I'm so dead

every papers are given out today

oh my oh my

no more

I dunno what I had

No eyes see ><

Oh I really do miss you guys

when we're playing candles together

when we eat

we play 

we laugh 

together

Mr.Kim Onn & Wife 

CD

QingRou

PeiYuan

Lim Jing

Christopher!!

I miss you guys!!!!

繁华的城市

遍布乌云

圆圆的月亮

就此被淹没在云海后

月亮啊月亮

你辛苦吗？

还记得从前

就是喜欢叫你看星星看月亮

偏偏我到现在

都不愿意承认

你就是 

错的人

错的时间

你过得好吗

Over!

a short update before I go to bed

2 weeks passed

holiday's over

and here comes school days

to the battle field in one month time

I will miss my house

especially my bedroom

I will miss  every meal at home

at least I dont have to pay after every meal

I crave to live at home!! =[

and goodnight

I'm officially OFF to my bed~

I will miss you my BED!!!!

没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下..

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事..

他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的..”

他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下..”
和尚让他拿著一个茶杯，然后就往裡面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来..
苦者被烫到马上鬆开了手..

和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下..”

你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对他怎么好他都不领情
他不是看不到
他只是装作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢他
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他
你用尽全力对他好
把他看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到他
联繫不到他的时候你担心他担心的快疯了..

然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能他是在躲著你
他受不了你对他那么好
不要一直发短信给他
不要一直找他
你也许只是想找他说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许他并不这么想..

记住你的想法不代表他的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗
你捫心自问一下
你确定不用他回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的..

那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
也许曾经你们是相爱过的
但是请记住那是曾经
过去的就是过去了
如果大家真的适合在一起
那么当初就不会分开
无论是谁提的分手都一样
这段感情曾经就是存在破裂点的
不管是谁错结果都是一个你们分开了..

分开以后
如果一方试图想挽回而另一方没有同意的话
那么这段感情就是过去了
他是理智的因为他已经明白了两个人不适合
而你还一遍一遍的告诉自己
你们当初如何如何相爱
不可能那么容易就分手的
这样只会让你更加难以放弃
却不会让对方再次回头选择你
除非大家都有意要和好..

其实分明就是你离不开他
他若是离不开你
他就不会不要你
整天死死巴著人家不放的人是你
不懂事的人是你
难道你没看出来吗
喜欢他不是你的错
想关心他不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式..

傻孩子
忘了吧  所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的
那些 都已是记忆..
缺失并不可怕..
可怕的 是无法面对..

傻孩子
勇敢看著镜子中的自己吧
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自．
这也是你 成长中的你
这个你 正在逐渐死去
新的你 即将重生
找寻你的路 你的未来
你知道的 所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠
做最好的自己 即使 一个人..

傻孩子
你无法轻易忘记放弃 是因为你付出过
付出了 她就会像柱子一样扎根在心
不要刻意去逃避 刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦
绕开这个柱子 寻找未来的幸福生活吧
那裡 有你的理想..

傻孩子
开始新的习惯吧
习惯 早上不再有人工闹铃
习惯 每天一个人生活
习惯 一个人过生日 一个人行走
你逃不掉 逃不掉的
那么 就勇敢面对 现实
现实是 她已离开
一切 画上了句点..

傻孩子
别哭 别再哭
不值得 真的 不值得了
把过去尘封吧 别委屈 别不甘心 别不接受
开始新的旅程吧 去遇见新的风景．新的际遇
做你该做的事吧 有很多事．等待著你完成呢..

傻孩子
生活褪去了曾有的顏色 暂时寧静
别沉沦在这片寧静裡 那会毁掉你
你要明白 虽然残忍 但这个决定 足够正确
现在的生活 不是你想要的
为了你的理想 你必须学会适时放弃
给对方最好的关怀 就是 变的更好 更强大 更幸福..

看了这篇

感觉上被刮了一个巴掌

原来我是傻孩子

我

真的傻了

放下说得容易

但真正放得下的人世上有几位呢？ =]

Happy Birthday!!!

Our concert promo video clip
I miss You guys really
can I flash back to last year?
I wish that I can still play drum someday
I really want to

100th anniversary I think?
Hopefully, If I'm here.

Happy BirthdAY to my dear Drum Team!!!
Happy 21st!!!

Dammit that I got my result in BB7 today

this morning

before I go for my violin class

when I saw it

it was like

DAMN!! DAMN!! DAMMIT!!

well, I failed my chemistry as expected

but I never predict that I will fail my Economics

I wonder what my father and mother will say

why is the silly school sending results to our house? =.=

so which means I have to study very very hard

and very very hardworking

or I wont get to go to UK to study

GOSH!!!!

why is everything so complicated these days

after I'm being disturb by another issue

then my results come

then I dont know where will I end up to be

why am I a failure?

WHY?

I used to be a good girl and I study everyday

nowadays,

My life is just so miserable

my study life is bad

I think I should band myself from going out

I AM TOTALLY GROUNDED!

I need an angel to save my life!!!!

Where's my FUTURE?

that's  a Question.

Sometimes

Sometimes

It's just not meant to be

Sometimes

We're just too innocent

Sometimes

It's just not right

Sometimes

You just forget what you are supposed to remember

Sometimes

We'll just have to let it go

Sometimes

It's just better to let it be

I had a dream

for most of people

it's just a normal dream

for me

it's a nightmare

in the dream 

all of my violin string break apart

my violin is broken

I cant even fix it myself

I'll just only mess things up

What happen to me?

and I'm thankful that it's just only a dream

but does it imply something bad?

or even worst

I cant make myself to think about it anymore

Just Let it go

You cant stop and control everything

=]

Be Happy!

Stay Happy!

Yeah

I wanna be a Maths Freak!!

I like Maths

I love Maths

Maths must love me too!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA

I have to solve Maths questions!!

I MUST!!

ERM,

I did one set of Paper1 and one set of Paper6 in 2 days?

hoohooo

tomorrow must buck up buck up

I must complete at least half of my Past year papers!

I can do it

Yes I can!

NIKE!!!

JUST DO IT!! =]

I love myself  ><

[转] 男女之间，其实不只有爱情

有种友情，是只可会意不可言传的。

彼此之间有种惺惺相惜的感觉，
不必害怕别人的误会，
因为彼此心中坦荡，
很喜欢这种“兄弟” 或 “姐妹”之称的友谊..

这种朋友有种信赖的安全感，
可以肆无忌惮的说笑，
天马行空的胡扯，
彼此之间没有包袱，
但有种珍惜，
是对友谊的珍惜..

你也许会对他(她) 撒娇，
但不会妒忌他(她) 对别人也如此，
不用再他面前装做淑女..（或不用在她面前装做绅士），
有种朋友即使很久没见也不会生疏，
相见时的相视一笑，
便会有种心有灵犀的感觉，
和他(她) 在一起时，
不必担心会背叛你，
因为他只会给你默默地支持..

即使你受伤了，
他也会给你做坚强的后盾。
心情不好时，
他(她) 会装傻逗你笑..

生病时，
他(她) 会叮嘱你要小心什么的..

每逢特别节日时，
他(她) 会发一条简信祝福你，
很多人都希望有这种友谊，
因为它不需要负担与责任，
我想这种友谊也要讲机缘吧，
友谊也需要关心、谅解、信任。

我希望友谊地久天长..
我很珍惜我身边的每一位朋友
谢谢你们对我的支持与爱护..

should I say thank you?

I just dont know what can I do

我没有你想像的这么好 不值得

我也无话可说

我知道你是会看的

Maybe you're playing just now
or Maybe you are serious
and that's all
I dont know what should I say
Just hopefully it's a LAME joke?
I dont know how to handle this please
You're always fooling around
and when we assume that you're fooling around, You're serious, Damn serious
But when we think that you're serious, You're fooling around.
You're happy isn't it?
I


Just


Dunno what

to


say.



Sorry.

或许是伤害得太深

才发现自己原来还没复原

剩下的

也只能说抱歉

偏偏跟我来一个睡觉之前脚痛

叫我如何入眠啊

真是可怜的孩子啊

Happy-Sad

Happy that I finally get to create some sweat by going to Yoga class today. I really do mean Finally. There's been a long time since I actually did an exercise. So not good lifestyle.

Sad that, Oh my goodness, My tooth is very pain, moreover there's an ulcer right beside my tooth, my gum is swollen too!! I had my meals in a pity condition. I love to eat but in the same time I hate to eat. I wanna cry. Can the toothfairy come and help me? PLEASE??~

Mission FAILED today, unable to start off even with a maths question.
It's Okay. I promise myself that I must at least do something later before I go to bed.

Finals is coming, I'm nervous. Should I? Yes!! and MusT!

Holiday's gonna over, NOOO!!! I dont want to go back there! Can I stay home?
Reason: Cuz I dont wanna go to school to see JiaXin, dont be stupid. (haha! I know you're so gonna see this line, STALKER!)



Talk about last night, there's a person who missed called me twice, where I only texted back when I got the first miss call.
[Who's this?]
~no respond~ and there comes the second call.
so I waited for a few minutes, and it didnt call again, and that's good, so I should let it be like that =]
but I found out it to be, haha, Mr.Buddy Bunny, so I texted [Watssup?]
Minutes later, I saw this msg [nothing, Thank you, It actually dont really suit my taste, sleep early, goodnight!]
GOOD!
I wont give you eat any food any more, hahahahahahahaha!!!! (You wont get to see this line by the time you surf this, I will flood my page with posts! kekekeke!! )



haha, A good new friend, and too bad, I.N.S.O.M.N.I.A last night. Oh my goodness, It just came back, You came back, I thought I just said Bye to you last year? why do you want to come back, I've ask you to go far away, and so how now? If you're still exist, how I'm gonna face my finals? Please go away Please, Please!! I just want a good sleep, Cant it be? go to be friends with the Moon, she'll accompany you the whole night, I want to sleep, 周公's son is waiting for me everynight XD HAHAHAHA

I'm just not that good in talking
I will only mess things up
go bang the wall and back off
now i'm mad

chaos~

我们始终都在练习微笑，终于变成不敢哭的人..

I like this sentence =]






2 weeks of holiday
Did I make myself useful? productive?
erm, Yes! I think?
at least I memorise all the names of the bond shape, haha
Easy lar, just a few only, and that's all I've done so far
I didnt do any Maths Past year, and I'm thinking,
how many days will it take me to do 40 sets of Maths Paper ar??
If 5 days, means 1 day I have to complete 8 sets. ( I know this is a bit hard XD )
8 sets=4 full sets of papers (inclusive paper 1 & paper 6)
haha, like very fun hor?
why should a person treat herself like this?
But i can imagine dear Mr.Kumar nagging~
   Why you din do your maths?
   What did you do during the two weeks holiday?
   Class, I told you to do the Maths during your holiday, why you didnt do?
   Now listen, you're not a kid anymore, your finals is coming, why you didnt do?


Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!
Sir! I can pretend you!!!! XD


ok, Chaos!!! I'm going to do......(haha, not maths)



Happy School reopen everybody!!!!




so sad that my talking buddy during the holiday have to go back to school, I want to talk with you lerrr,
macam my talking little bunny XP

I saw you went away with a sad face
but I really dont mean to be like that
I just dont want you to destroy my things
You made me yell at you

Dream

明明就是不应该

可是偏偏啊

梦里就是看到你

你知道

酱紫出现在我的梦里面

我

不懂

应该放下嘛

请名师指点啊！！